Sex(work) — A conversation with Jules

At CHEEX, you invest in content to enrich your sex life. While this online platform encounters occasional legal challenges, they pale in comparison to the struggles faced by sex workers in the field. The following is a dialogue with Jules, a sex worker in her thirties whom I encountered a couple of years ago at a festival. What especially interested me are her clients, many of whom live with disabilities, as well as her activism.


Jules lives in Brussels, having recently relocated to be nearer to her office at the European Sex Worker Alliance (ESWA). Conveniently, Belgium has recently joined the exclusive ranks of the two countries globally where sex work is fully decriminalised. For most of her career as a sex worker, Jules was based in the Netherlands, where sex work is legalised. This entails sex workers obtaining a work permit and often requires working through an intermediary agency. For Jules, this means continuing her part-time illegal sex work in the Netherlands.

I began by asking Jules where she was.

“I started in Amsterdam like five, six years ago” she begins. Jules had just finished her business degree, realising she did not want to dedicate her energy, skills and time to a big company in a nine-to-five job. Suffering from eczema, she had to stop working completely, and returning to full-time employment was not an option. Being queer and involved in the Dutch squatting scene also influenced her political views and skill set. Finally, looming student debts and a friend working in the sector led Jules to give it a go. “At that time I already wanted to make porn and sexuality wasn’t something strange. Sex work is like a mystery universe that nobody knows and there are a lot of tales about it”. Curious, she decided to post an ad and met her first client a couple of months later.

How does sex work with clients with disabilities differ from sex work with clients without any?

“I have people with disabilities around me so it was not something new to me. There is this thing about not being seen as a sexual being when you have a disability. I think it’s the stigma that makes it difficult to access sex,” Jules explains. She had to work through an intermediary that would “recommend seeing a sex worker to parents, family or directly to people with disabilities. Because of the stigma we were not really seen as sex workers but as care workers”. Many make a distinction between “regular” sex workers, and “sex surrogates” but she thinks this is “a hypocritical way of looking at things”. It circumvents having to destigmatise sex work, and is a form of ableism. “You bring the same kinds of care, affection. My job doesn’t really change if I have a client with disabilities or not”.
Many make a distinction between “regular” sex workers, and “sex surrogates” but she thinks this is “a hypocritical way of looking at things”. It circumvents having to destigmatise sex work, and is a form of ableism.

Jules’ agency at the time would send her clients with various mental and physical disabilities. She once got in trouble for giving an autistic client dating tips. Another client was fully paralysed, and would get off from dirty talking with her. She had to be very careful not to move any of the tubes in his nose, or else he might have died, “but otherwise it was great sex”, she laughs. She also tells me about a client who recently decided to end his life and left her a selection of movies they had previously talked about. Some clients get frustrated and complain when they cannot get a hard on because of their condition or medication. “I don’t mind. Don’t give me flowers but I know what to do to make someone come”, she smirks, adding that situations can obviously become dangerous. “We do need to be careful sometimes”. Relationships with clients and their specific requests vary like in any other form of sex work.

The agency would send her a file with information about her client, their disability but also what they like, where they wanted to be touched. “At the same time they are good, much better than adults without disabilities, at communicating their needs. They are used to being manipulated in various ways, and know what gives them pleasure.” A session starts with “a little chat about their needs”, each other’s limits, which tubes better not to touch. “Just like with every client I will then check the time and pick the best moment for them to have an orgasm. To have time to talk and cuddle and clean ourselves”. Afterwards, the agency would send her a little update. Some clients Jules would see regularly, like the person who got prescribed and state-subsidised biweekly sessions with her. Others save up all year to see her. Prices vary, but on average an hour of her service costs about 200 Euros. Jules thinks states should support their citizens with disabilities to exploring their sexuality. “I think it’s good to allow everyone access”.

Can you tell us about your sex work activism? And how we can make sex work safe?

Her activism, however, concerns the rights of sex workers themselves. Through ESWA, where Jules specialises in health, she conducts research and advocates for the protection of sex workers. Similar to Amnesty International, she argues that full decriminalisation is the best way to make sex work safe. “Any form of criminalisation puts sex workers in less powerful positions when negotiating with clients”.

This was also evident during the pandemic: “It was not allowed to do sex work, sex workers could not be contacted through the state, and they ended up having to work in much more dangerous circumstances”. Criminalising clients but not sex workers is similarly dangerous. In what is called the “Nordic Model” or the “End Demand Model”, clients refuse to share their identity in advance, and brothels also stop serving as safeguards in order to prevent human trafficking, violence, and forced prostitution. “One thing is clear: Criminalising the only way some people can make money is not going to help them”. Instead, states should make sure doing sex work is a free decision by supporting vulnerable persons through money, education and better migration policies.

To me, sex work remains a world full of myths. There are many more stories—sad, infuriating and funny ones—that still need to be told. That’s why Jules started the sex-worker-led media platform Red Insight. For those interested in or already working in the sector, she also recommended Utsopi, the Belgian, sex-worker-led organisation behind the scenes of the recent national decriminalisation of sex work. Its equivalent in the Netherlands is SAVE.


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